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Tranquilizers

This was quite a tough night for me but AlhamduLILLAH things are in control a bit now. AlhamduLILLAH! Yesternight, I had a little argument with my wife about going to her mothers' and I, in anger said, please don't talk anymore about it. I never had been angry before at my wife so she became so much worried that she couldn't sleep all night. In the morning I saw her womitting a bit so I started to talk to her. We were talking and suddenly she fainted. She stopped responding and I thought she, in anger, has increased her blood pressure so much that she is now out of her senses. I became worried too. I brought a glass of water and begin to spray her face with it. But the most dangerous thing I noticed was, that she wasn't breathing... I started to manually press her ribs so that some fresh oxygen goes inside and the heart is a little pumped, after a few seconds she started breathing (AlhamduLILLAH) and I was relieved. I started to draw her attention towards myself by talk...

Qadyani - The False Prophet/Imam

I had been watching T.V. a few years ago and searching for a T.V. Based on Islam. There I found religious (apparently Muslim) T.V. channel but to my horrible surprise, I saw in it the qadyanis preaching their religion. So, As it just came into my mind, I thought I should write something about that group also. According to Qadyanis, they are "True Muslims" or at least Muslims, but please be advised, they are not muslims at all. Qadyani-ism was started from Pakistan and then it was supported by many countries especially USA and England etc. Quadyani was one of the most famous debators of his age. His articles were given most importance in the Muslim world especially Pakistan. But then things changed. At the first he claimed to be Issa (AS) or Jesus, According to him, he had the qualities what Hazrat Mohammad (Peace be upon him) informed us that Issa AS would have (He was wrong, he had none of the qualities let me leave it for the moment). He also said that he is a Nabi or Proph...
Today is Friday 24th of april If I'm not mistaken and I'm in a funny mood. It's 9:09 pm in the evening and my wife has recently met her friend who has ignited my wife's earnest desire to "at last" meet her (my wife's) mother after a long long time of 15 days. I had been distracting her for many days but now she has become a volcano emitting lava of desire to go to her mother's home. She's vigorous now and sitting just at the back saying whatever she can to ignite my gallancy so that I take her to her mothers. Crying, laughing whatever she can do to make me say YES. But as a good husband I'm still refusing. Sorry guys, I can't write at the moment because I can't pay attention as a matter of fact I'm really laughing from the inside and can't control it. She says, "I'm feeling pain in my head and it can only be recovered when I reach Gujranwala (her mothers home)." LOL
I had been reading a very nice article on Just Another Day about penmanship. It's worth reading and should we understand it. A computer can never beat a pen. These are quite a few horrible misconceptions about a computer like: Computer Beats human brain in calculation speed. Computer can never beat a human brain. Even not a master computer. A computer has a limited memory, a limited processing power whereas a human brain has unlimited memory it can process things in a fraction of a second which a computer can take years. (we call it qualitative analysis). Qualitative analysis is something a computer can not perform. For example, for a computer to know that a glass is half filled with water, the only way is to measure it. If it is more than a half, computer will say it's not half. If that glass is a little less than a half filled with water, computer will say it's not half. This is because of the fact that computer doesn't know qualitative analysis. It only knows quanti...
Today was a simple day like all days before. I slept all day and did nothing remarkable. I woke up when it was almost maghrib time. My brain is bombarded with thoughts of what to write and what not to write and often I forget everything as my IQ has dropped very sharply in past few years. Well you may think that I'm sleeping all day and up all night that's why my brain isn't working fine. Well that isn't the case really. I had been a patient of depression in past years. About three or more. I never consulted a psychiatrist for this purpose because my depression wasn't so simple and I was sure that a psychologist can't understand me. I'm still sure. When I was under severe depression, I had negative thoughts about everything almost. I knew I was wrong but I couldn't help myself. So, I prayed silently for ALLAH's help. besides I was a sinner, ALLAH helped me, and to be exact, not my parents, not my friends, no-one else, just ALLAH helped me. He later o...
I've been posting for a while, and it seems that the people I pay attention to never pay attention to me. I don't know why. But I'm always a little bad on social grounds. When I was a child, I was thought to be very social unlike my elders. But as the time passed, I came to know that the people who pretend to pay attention to me so much don't pay attention to me at all. They talk to me, they laugh with me because they have their own interests. There is a good number of exceptions. But this is also a reality. May be the thing they wanted was to brainwash me according to their will. But now things are a bit different. Now people meet me, but only those who are sincere with me becuase most of them know that they can't brainwash me anymore as I'm no longer a kid. But whatever ALLAH's will I accept it all by my heart. He knows better about me than myself.

The Islamic Books I Read

I had been very unselective about the books I read so I let my elders select them for me. My dad bought many books for me that I used to read. My Grandfather gifted me a Qur'an-e-Majeed alongwith a book on Hudood-o-Taazeerat (Punishment) and a couple of Hakeem Saa'di (The greatest scholar of Persia (Iran)) namely Hikayat-e-Gulistan-e-Saadi and Hikayat-e-Boostan-e-Saadi which were all awesome books MashaALLAH. My dad used to gift me a lot of books related to history and Islamic in general. So, I used to read an awesome collection of books AlhamduLILLAH. But now I'm completely changed about choosing books. I'm very very selective. I don't pay attention to a lot of books now. Only a few... very few. Because of the fact that mostly books are filled with propaganda and people's own thoughts. Which I'm mostly not interested in. Because I've seen it many times that thoughts of the people don't conform with Islam. So, if a thinking is not according to Islam,...