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Tranquilizers

This was quite a tough night for me but AlhamduLILLAH things are in control a bit now. AlhamduLILLAH! Yesternight, I had a little argument with my wife about going to her mothers' and I, in anger said, please don't talk anymore about it. I never had been angry before at my wife so she became so much worried that she couldn't sleep all night. In the morning I saw her womitting a bit so I started to talk to her. We were talking and suddenly she fainted. She stopped responding and I thought she, in anger, has increased her blood pressure so much that she is now out of her senses. I became worried too. I brought a glass of water and begin to spray her face with it. But the most dangerous thing I noticed was, that she wasn't breathing... I started to manually press her ribs so that some fresh oxygen goes inside and the heart is a little pumped, after a few seconds she started breathing (AlhamduLILLAH) and I was relieved. I started to draw her attention towards myself by talk

Qadyani - The False Prophet/Imam

I had been watching T.V. a few years ago and searching for a T.V. Based on Islam. There I found religious (apparently Muslim) T.V. channel but to my horrible surprise, I saw in it the qadyanis preaching their religion. So, As it just came into my mind, I thought I should write something about that group also. According to Qadyanis, they are "True Muslims" or at least Muslims, but please be advised, they are not muslims at all. Qadyani-ism was started from Pakistan and then it was supported by many countries especially USA and England etc. Quadyani was one of the most famous debators of his age. His articles were given most importance in the Muslim world especially Pakistan. But then things changed. At the first he claimed to be Issa (AS) or Jesus, According to him, he had the qualities what Hazrat Mohammad (Peace be upon him) informed us that Issa AS would have (He was wrong, he had none of the qualities let me leave it for the moment). He also said that he is a Nabi or Proph
Today is Friday 24th of april If I'm not mistaken and I'm in a funny mood. It's 9:09 pm in the evening and my wife has recently met her friend who has ignited my wife's earnest desire to "at last" meet her (my wife's) mother after a long long time of 15 days. I had been distracting her for many days but now she has become a volcano emitting lava of desire to go to her mother's home. She's vigorous now and sitting just at the back saying whatever she can to ignite my gallancy so that I take her to her mothers. Crying, laughing whatever she can do to make me say YES. But as a good husband I'm still refusing. Sorry guys, I can't write at the moment because I can't pay attention as a matter of fact I'm really laughing from the inside and can't control it. She says, "I'm feeling pain in my head and it can only be recovered when I reach Gujranwala (her mothers home)." LOL
I had been reading a very nice article on Just Another Day about penmanship. It's worth reading and should we understand it. A computer can never beat a pen. These are quite a few horrible misconceptions about a computer like: Computer Beats human brain in calculation speed. Computer can never beat a human brain. Even not a master computer. A computer has a limited memory, a limited processing power whereas a human brain has unlimited memory it can process things in a fraction of a second which a computer can take years. (we call it qualitative analysis). Qualitative analysis is something a computer can not perform. For example, for a computer to know that a glass is half filled with water, the only way is to measure it. If it is more than a half, computer will say it's not half. If that glass is a little less than a half filled with water, computer will say it's not half. This is because of the fact that computer doesn't know qualitative analysis. It only knows quanti
Today was a simple day like all days before. I slept all day and did nothing remarkable. I woke up when it was almost maghrib time. My brain is bombarded with thoughts of what to write and what not to write and often I forget everything as my IQ has dropped very sharply in past few years. Well you may think that I'm sleeping all day and up all night that's why my brain isn't working fine. Well that isn't the case really. I had been a patient of depression in past years. About three or more. I never consulted a psychiatrist for this purpose because my depression wasn't so simple and I was sure that a psychologist can't understand me. I'm still sure. When I was under severe depression, I had negative thoughts about everything almost. I knew I was wrong but I couldn't help myself. So, I prayed silently for ALLAH's help. besides I was a sinner, ALLAH helped me, and to be exact, not my parents, not my friends, no-one else, just ALLAH helped me. He later o
I've been posting for a while, and it seems that the people I pay attention to never pay attention to me. I don't know why. But I'm always a little bad on social grounds. When I was a child, I was thought to be very social unlike my elders. But as the time passed, I came to know that the people who pretend to pay attention to me so much don't pay attention to me at all. They talk to me, they laugh with me because they have their own interests. There is a good number of exceptions. But this is also a reality. May be the thing they wanted was to brainwash me according to their will. But now things are a bit different. Now people meet me, but only those who are sincere with me becuase most of them know that they can't brainwash me anymore as I'm no longer a kid. But whatever ALLAH's will I accept it all by my heart. He knows better about me than myself.

The Islamic Books I Read

I had been very unselective about the books I read so I let my elders select them for me. My dad bought many books for me that I used to read. My Grandfather gifted me a Qur'an-e-Majeed alongwith a book on Hudood-o-Taazeerat (Punishment) and a couple of Hakeem Saa'di (The greatest scholar of Persia (Iran)) namely Hikayat-e-Gulistan-e-Saadi and Hikayat-e-Boostan-e-Saadi which were all awesome books MashaALLAH. My dad used to gift me a lot of books related to history and Islamic in general. So, I used to read an awesome collection of books AlhamduLILLAH. But now I'm completely changed about choosing books. I'm very very selective. I don't pay attention to a lot of books now. Only a few... very few. Because of the fact that mostly books are filled with propaganda and people's own thoughts. Which I'm mostly not interested in. Because I've seen it many times that thoughts of the people don't conform with Islam. So, if a thinking is not according to Islam,
So., another day! It's 23rd of April Thursday and it's 8:33 in the morning. I had been sleeping for a while and now I'm awake. Fed my fish the aquarium fish food after a long time. My fish are good AlhamduLILLAH, except for one thing that their tails aren't really straight the way they should be. Their fins are little curved in a circle. The tips come closer than usual may be that's because they aren't fine still. I'm keeping their temperature a bit higher to keep them safe from the cold. I also fed them with an antibiotic and of course a little bit of vitamins yesterday. Now I'm having my breakfast. I use to have a cold meal because recently I have recovered (not fully) from Jaundice. My SGPT level came out to be 1750 while the normal is 0 to 50. So, I'm avoiding any hot food.
Well! I've lost a lot of time in changing this blogger's template. Now I think I need to change and face my wash... I mean... wash my face. It's about 9:04 pm and according to Mr. Asif Ali Zardari it's 10:04 pm. The water is gone and now we have to rely on the water tanky which is situated on the rooftop. Happy that my dear wife has already filled it in time AlhamduLILLAH. Yesterday I'd been reading something about Mr. Zakir Naik. Mr. Zakir is an icon in the field of debate from Muslims. ALLAH has given him a good memory and good debate skills. I mostly see him on Peace T.V. I personally like Maulana Asraar Ahmad who is a Pakistani. He is an icon, a good Aalim-e-Deen (Man of Letters) and a good man. But from his face, he look a little angry :). Anyway, whatever he looks like, he's just a great man MashaALLAH. ALLAH keep him safe. Aameen. Today I was thinking that The Qur'an is the only correct book in the whole world. Nothing else is near to that correct. Ta
I have changed the top picture today. It's simple and it's small. By the way, I took the above (Tasmia) picture from one of my favourite blogs lovemyhijab.blogspot.com I hope she (the owner of the blog) wont mind :). One of my fish were sick a few days back. I don't know what happened. May be the water was polluted with wheat flour. Yep that's right, I feed them with wheat flour often. Mostly it is in cooked form (in form of chapatti) but some times, it is just the paste. I fed them with a homoeopathic medicine by the way and now they are AlhamduLILLAH fine. I've been very critical about using homoeopathic medicine but now my mind is changing... I'm sitting on my computer as you all know, my table is "sprinkled" with a jug of water, a mouse some medicines (xynociene, rose water and Ferrum Phosphoricum 6x to be exact) my torch an empty bowl of glass, an empty box of water filter, my wallet, my handkerchief, my spectacles and a pair of AA size NiMH rech

Gospel of Judas

Gospel of Judas is found after about 1700 years which is considered as one of the most authentic document of the christians. according to New York times, it says that Jesus (Issa AS) said to Juda, "you will exceed all of them. For you will sacrifice the man that clothes me." I haven't read it myself but counting on the information of New York times. By the way, this seems really disturbing how can a great man like Jesus (Issa AS) is willing to die??? New York times and Christians think that Jesus liked him because he was willing to get rid of his physical flesh that's why he liked Juda so much. But I don't think that's the story. We Muslims, believe that Jesus is, and all this time was, alive with all his physical form. And I think that Gospel of Judas is the evidence of this belief. Jesus (Issa, Peace be upon him) said, you'll sacrifice the man that clothes (impersonate) me. According to Muslims, the story is something like this. Issa (Jesus) (A-S) was in

Fall of Hitler

I'm working on my forum (naaz.co.cc) at the moment. just uploading some videos of Nicolette bird. There are some problems in my forum that I'm unable to cure. One of them is that I doesn't always display my ads. I've put an ad rotator but sometimes it fails or is failed. But ads are something that make or lose me something if they display or don't. There are spammers in my forum which I don't know how to handle. Today on National Geographic, I was watching the fall of Hitler. It wasn't really about the fall of Hitler but about the victims of Hitler mainly. Look, when there is a war, people die. That's a fact, and that doesn't make someone criminal. As we have seen in Afghanistan and Iraq, a lot of civilians have died for no reason by the Americans, how are Americans justified when Hitler is not? This is something I don't understand. Not only that people of America and Europe are affected with the propaganda but also of the third world countries.